what is the meaning of "boredom"?

please contact me if you want an answer to the question above!
man! life is too slow n again too slow.........
donno wat am writing but i know for sure one thing
"I AM BORED"



the reason for my boredom though is very interesting!will write about it !!
:)

love da song!

there is this song from i guess the movie ..."simla special"....kamal acts in it....
the song goes like

unakkena mele ninrai..oh nanda lala
unadhaanai paadugindren naan romba naala!

its a beautiful song...every word in the song is so meaningful and beautiful!!
its like how we all r puppets in god's hands!

jus a lovely song.......i donno why i like it!!but still like it!

Blah...........

what is it that forbids me from being happy.......when everyone atleast seems to be faking like they are happy.....
what would be something that defines my happiness......
so what if i am not sweating it out and at the same time enjoying a good lifestyle by working where everyone else
works.....
so what if everyone chooses their soulmate and looks down at others who do not !
so what if i choose the tough way out....not wanting to succumb to the so called societal pressure...of jus doin things fo the heck of it!
so what if i cannot change colors instanly....
so what if you are not part of the wild goose chase.......

what have i lost....or rather what would have i gained if i had followed the crowd.....


i want to do so many things...may be it seems stupid to some people...but its my life yaar!

i want to break free from the monotony that rules lifes here....that too if you belong to the ,what is known as "middle class"

parents....friends...have supported me through this journey of jus stopping for a moment to decide where i want to go ......

is getting married the only ultimate aim in this world.....people make it look as though thats more important than oxygen.....
bury dreams.....thoughts....ideas......your wings.....
and curtail ones life to just " the usual"......

is "begging to differ " a sin!
Is jus making money...flaunting it....and making more money the only purpose of survival!

at one end, the society is beginning to realise how necessary it is to be "an individual"
at the other people still live by the books.....that too the bad ones!

people....atleast most of them one gets to see are more than happy to give up everything that is their identity jus because someone else is doing it....so what?

i jus am keeping my fingers crossed ....that someday i will meet lots of people who come from an ordinary background......without any back up ..........jus living it up.....living their dreams.....
And certainly i would be one of them.......lord help me!
just explore the world and look for something that not everyone can see........
just like the happiness i get when i see a precariously positioned dew drop on top of a sharp blade of grass...........that shares this beautiful space with us!

:(

sat and wrote a nice post!!dumb computer .......lost every thing!anyways will find time tomorrow!

whats in store for me??

ok.....now this is not one of those grumble+nonsense+blah blah posts............
what is really in store for me....can i ever figure it out??!!
how would it be if
i accidently buy a ball and find out that its a crystal ball(heee hee)....the one that can forsee ur future!....
or i can get in touch with a real genie who can grant me some three(hundred !!)wishes...
or i can find a way to reach "fairy god mother" to make all the interesting things happen.like meet mr.charming or whatever...!!
or i can discover an old magic wand at the garage!!and wish my way to happiness....

noone really knows what s gonna happen na??probably thats the thing which keeps all of us ticking....to find out our future.....
to be very honest....i ve never believed in all these fortune telling tricks....
how can a parrot know ur future...
how can a computer foresee ur future......

when i myself donno how its gonna be...
ok..for all those who tell me 'future is in your hands"
probably its in only one hand..that is ...my work ,my dedication,my passion,my focus...etc
but the other hand is full of mystery....it jus unfolds in front of you ....point to be noted:we dont decide anything here it jus happens!!

i ve seen people who firmly believe in all this and probably blindly follow the instructions given by the people who "tell their future"....ok thats a perspective....


but i guess the thrill is in waking up every day to find out things as they happen...as i ve done so far.....
except for my assignments ,tests and presentations where i can "foresee" the disaster!!!

so till i find my fairy god mother i ve decided to stick to the old ways of "expecting the unexpected" .
(where r u oh!fairy god mother....find me soon!!)

where am i?

where am i .......nowhere i guess........i am sailing.....the current is cruel....the wind seems to blow me away......
but i am still sailing....

i will keep sailing ....i will!!
i will n i guess i can see light.......

yeah am so bored........so what?

too much of philosophy......nowadays.....yeah yeah life is too boring....
c mon mr.god make my life more exciting!!!dont wanna brood over worthless things.....but that seems to be the only option left...... ....
let me do exciting things .......let me be happy na.......be kind to me!!


why cant i go on a long drive...with some happening music?hmm....
why cant i watch a funny ....comic movie.........
why cant i go to a lovely beach.....
why cant i become some famous .....author or something...
all this becoming rich n famous happening in one song sequence s possible in movies only right!!??

i dont wanna be rich n famous.....but happy n wild n ....so many silly things....(jus half the song sequence is enough!)

movies are really one nice way to escape reality ....huh!!
but that isnt the way one lives a life...
we have to sweat it out...slog.......be dedicated....blah blah.....so "one song fromula" flops in real life!!

but the critical success factor would be ...ok ok may be its a bit of a cliche......but is in fact"never say die " attitude!!!


one more thing...i really wanna know what s a loser....!!!!ridiculous

there nothing like that!
every man is indeed a success.....in some way or the other ....so dump that meaningless word!!
c i talk too many things....that huh...all thanks to whatever!!!!


ok mr.god.....now help me out....
jus make me a potion to make my life a lot more exciting!!!