V for Vulnerability

whats more difficult in life....its being vulnerable,more than anything else!!
i have always wondered why there are some people who look so withdrawn and live inside a small circle...though its an extreme thing to do...guess they would have learnt their lessons early!
i always used to bully "somebody",askin them to open up ,talk n become very social....now i've learnt the flipside of it ..if you dont meet the right people!!
The most damaging side of being vulnerable is unnecessary people point fingers at you..though one does not need to give a damn about it....
It can really be a pain!!
And losing those closely guarded things of life which you teasure...the emotions etc...is jus too irritating!
Choose the right people to love n share ...otherwise its jus a waste!!

Its rather better to be at "one-arm" distance from people!!because almost everyone you see seems to hurt you at some point of time!!

Being at a lesser position when it comes to wealth or education...can be easily overcome with hardwork......but being vulnerable jus because of accepting someone in to your life and letting them exploit you emotionally is an unforgivable offence on the part of ourselves for being so foolish ..... And people you are breaking someones heart....do remember that!!

vetti to the core!!

what am i doing since my "exams" got over .....
my only refuge is tv!!
Been watching so many movies.....man !!each movie takes u in to a completely different realm of imagination..am actually talking about the good ones!!

watched "Incredibles"!!he !he! nice movie!,
"Sleepless in Seattle"!!they look so cute together:) i also like their movie "You've got mail"!!its toooooooo gooooood........
Also got to watch "Mr&Mrs Iyer", sigh!....................rahul bose(drooooooolllllll...) n konkona have just left me speechless....the script,the location,their chemistry.....jus too good!!
i ve watched this movie so many times but still every time i watch it ...it jus hits your head that there are so many divides that rule us till date!!inspite of the claims of having become "global" citizens!!!god help us!!

Watched page3 last night ! each individual is a biggest puzzle on earth!scarry!
And saw Vettayadu...jus a perfect movie...i am crazy about the songs in that movie..i jus love them!

the movie marathon , hence....continues......way to go!

c'est fini!!

My exams are over!!!sigh......one big task completed!!
All those mindless answers written....all the books used......
hated the sight of those pink devilish question papers!!!


anyways a nice way to unwind...was a visit to bessie beach last evening....
it was a bit less crowded ,thank god!!

a visit to a nearby temple n a church was really nice !!!
was too tired for all that travelling but its okay....

wanna do so many things in these holidays...but , the lazy goose i am ...ended up waking up pretty late today..and for all u might think, the rest of the day was dutifully spent infront of the TV!!!bad girl!!


Wanna really clean up the house and find a place for all my books that have been flooding the floor since the exam timetable came out!!
The planning is done........ so the real action starts from tomorrow!!!
Mission "clean da house" starts tomorrow at dawn( i believe i can wake up early!!!!i do!!)!!!

Where r u...

i want u...
i love u......


but


where r u....


i want u.....to see the world.......

to re-live each of those beautiful moments i want to treasure,
to see things that can bring a big smile on my face....
to capture all that beauty God has bestowed upon this world...
the sparkling dew drop!
the flocking birds!
the dancing trees!
the romantic sky!
the smiling stars!
the pretty flowers!




where r u ...oh!my camera....find me soon....sooner than i find u!!!

ThE YoU KnO WhO

i know am too old to be scared of exams...not a school kid !but still...... exams hurt...ouch!!!....
no no......i dont want to talk about "da preparation" which i did...:(
i can really not talk about the "abundance " of books that matches our"Complex Syllabus paper"....
ok...here goes...one has to master the syllabus paper first to write the exam!!!!and believe me its some difficult 300 yr old code!! to crack.......yup!

i can certainly get no words when i see the rest (ok...most) of my class...literally quote ...."page numbers....line numbers"(guess "word numbers"!!!) too...from the book...
man!!!how do they do it.....

And to talk about the past papers (as in the ones where exam is over ...) is,
shhhh.......... a taboo....!!


one nice ..sweet thing that happened amidst all the chaos for me ........was to catch the sight of the beautiful sunrise on the misty mornings along ECR....awesome!!!!
A nice relaxation before exams.....thanx to my college bus that takes that route in the morning!!

the exam ....is not over yet !!!so i better go study!!