The One

Its the same road i ve been travelling for the past ....five years to my respective educational institutes....lots of things have changed .....newer buildings creeping up.....roads laid,
i am talkin about the "IT highway".
But one thing which has caught my eye....and till date something which i notice everyday is a tree!
Whats so special about a tree....(ppl who know me .....will go on like oh!so she's "seeing" a tree...as usual!)
but this tree or rather plant has been there standing all alone......one thing about it is that when the flowering season comes..the tree is full of flowers....pink and bright....which is really a beauty to watch!

what is that its wanting to tell me....or rather what is that i am trying to understand from its presence ....which may have never been noticed by people who pass by it everyday.....

I believe nature has its ways to connect to each one of us......

when i feel lonely the tree seems to share my mood.....
when i am happy i see the pretty little flowers.........
when i look around for an inspiration i see it as a lone survivor spreading its roots.......
(to find water thats unfortunately sucked out by our borewells !!)
what is that tree doing in this space......standing tall , smiling at people who go by.......
where tall glossy buildings rise from dust every second.....

one good pal to say "hi!" , every day!i guess........

what is love?!

Has been a question that i ve been asking myself quite a while.......
its one emotion that manifests itself across different relationships in a million different ways!
How each individual treats it and how much he believes it ultimately decides the fate of that love!

It is an emotion that makes one laugh...cry......think....change.......what not!
but can one emotion that is the basis of all relationships kill another emotion?
can it?
is it the emotion or is it the people who can't juggle the people involved around them...??

i really dont have an answer...

have been walking along the road which my life has taken me along..........now i realise i ve had a chance to see things around me ....all happenin so fast......people changing by the minute........changing preferences...one really can't know anyone else .....inside out!

love seems to have explained itself to me during so many different occasions....so many different ways.....
people i ve seen ...i ve been with.....all seem to be teaching me a new meaning of "love" everyday....

but does it not mean...to care for someone....to respect someone...to adore someone........to be proud of someone.......and to sum it all ...to "love" someone!

i am more confused than i was during my 13's and 14's......

what is that all these people are trying to tell me.....

"dont fall in love ....it hurts!"-says someone?!
"i live for love........." -says another someone!
"i don't believe in love" -says yet another!
"love is painful " -says another!

hmmm......anyways its not gonna be easy to understand the L word that easily!
coz it runs the world.....!!
i l jus wait for my turn!:) or rather look out for my turn....!

wow wow .....look out for the fav act

second year of college begins......so wat to look forward....another year of drama....love....suspense......bitching.........what not.....
just look out for the firewoks........

What's the matter!!

Ice Age - a pretty cool movie.....have watched it so many times!love the way a friendship blossoms among the wierdest group....which goes on binding the three important characters together ......
it might seem like a cartoon movie.......it might just make us laugh....
but the big thing is a friendship is something thats like the most precious thing that can happen in one' s life!

But its sad ..that peole use this tag for all the stupid things they do!
and seems good friends r an extinct species!:(
Because if someone comes up to you "claiming" lets be friends...then either there is an ulterior motive or you are being used for something they want......end of the day...."lets be friends forever",....."we r the best buddies in the world " never works out!
For those who it works out....you guys are the luckiest!!

Why is it easy for people who use others to get away with it!How come they never realise what they r doing?
how is it possible to play with someone's feelings and walk away !!!!

NO ANSWERS......


guess have to be ,as they say......."dont bother types"

But i still believe in true friendship........still exists like a precious diamond waiting to be excavated!

Report!yeah!

Am workin on my project report!!so whats new!!
my pc is not well!!:(
have been running around..to get things ready!
came to my anna's house .....know what? am typing from a keyboard which literally has no alphabets left visible on it!!its kinda like typing on a.......... donno !!!really, but its funny!

its like preparing a document in which only the acknowledgement is true!!believe me....we really donno what the other contents are because the reasons are too many!!to quote...has become a habit...... kind of..since my engineering days!

i remember doing my engineering project report ...it was a nightmare!
started at around some 9.00 pm and went on till some 3.00 pm in the night!
But .....finished it!!he he ,a report of 50 pages!!
so since then one really knows what to expect! :)
so yet another venture in to the world of preparing reports!!!

ahem ahem.....

now been quite a while since am sittin in front of the pc....thinking of wat to write about....
am not able to think of anything.....so
free ya vidu!!

sometimes....

sometimes i just wanna keep walking.....coz i know not my destination!
sometimes i wanna keep on talking coz the silence , i hate ...its a bad sign when people know each other but can't talk!
sometimes i jus wanna get drenched in the rain......the cool droplets splashing all over the place......creating magic....
sometimes i never feel like keeping a book down(definitely not the text books)not even to catch some sleep in the night.....a good book never lets u get distracted!
sometimes i jus wanna go on staring at the sky......the vast space that seems to have no boundaries...ever....
sometimes i jus wanna go on dreaming .....coz noone hurts you in your dreams.....
sometime i jus wanna close my eyes and listen to some of the most beautiful songs...its a special feeling....what music can do is jus too wonderful!
sometimes i jus wanna be silent....coz talkin s not gonna help solve the situation.....
sometimes i jus wanna cry coz the pain is too much to handle.......
sometimes i jus wanna go on smiling coz its a rarity to feel heart felt happiness......
sometimes........i jus go blank...an empty screen ........hit the pause button.....and keep lookin at things around........
sometimes.......
there are so many of these "sometimes"....they jus keep on coming!!

Alien in a cubicle

So .......wat was i doing all thro my vacations....i was into a company for a project/training......
but must say that initially the days were really really boring coz was getting accustomed to the new place ,wat they were up to etc.
I was allotted a corner cubicle where every single day i "reported" to work....switch on my pc and just like a reflex hit "google"(seriously.....it was sort of a life saver to understand lot of stuff)........and the day goes on.....with a bit of interaction with my guide....just waitin for the lunch session....(ok ,its not for the food only)
thats the time i can walk out for lunch,have a breath of fresh air and feel the heat of the afternoon sun,to literally remember its still "the day"(inside the cabin it really is difficult !man!freezin all da time).

One interesting thing was to observe the amount of fun people have at their work place .....inside tha cabin there will always be some music....some chatter ...some laughter..basically fun!!
But when it comes to work the become very focused!
i must mention about the superior of that particular department ...she is an awesome personality...i jus loved the way she used to get things done ,her tone....man she is too good!she is so damn simple and friendly and very modest!!

It was a cool experience......an eye opener !