aLL tHAt yOU vE gOT

what you ve got is " reality"....what's not............... is the fuel to propel us to get ........what we think is , missing...
but what if ? .........what you like is something which seems not meant for you , then tell yourself that its not meant for u(better than wasting time!)... bcoz what is meant for us will be there for us anyday!


This "philosophy" or whatever!!? applies definitely to people!!!
Someone u like...should never feel uneasy about the fact that u like that person....so if that kinda reaction's there .... then the equation is unbalanced....so ditch it!But a true liking, say lingers in some corner......so what??!! all that u can do is " jus move on".

Its better than listening to unnecessary, nonsensical advice from people....

So live on with all that love and a big heart......!!!
the people who can understand us and love us, as we are .....will come along......(definitely!:) )
so we l learn to live what we ve got.....

Have a heart that never hates......its too "idealistic" but the advantage here is........it relieves one of a bad case of "blood pressure"!!
we will meet more strangers and become more stranger and difficuilt to comprehend and survive all the "non-understanding" people... and yeah learn to PRIORATIZE!!(u kno....).

After all its once that we live......so we l make it worth living!!!!!
and for all that i care ....to all those who jump in with a piece of critical advice........please take a plane to neverland!! Lets keep on loving.......our own lives..... the rest will fall in place!

first step.......

i was jus walkin on the sea shore .........a tender breeze gently kissed my forehead....
waves just reaching up to the shore to say "hi!" .......and the soft sand feels so nice under my feet......
i jus kept on walkin ...admiring the blue sea..the orange sky.......the serenity.......

and jus then , i stumbled upon something.........
and guess what i found.......
a tiny little key.........
to unlock a thousand different possibilites.......

a tiny little key........
i ve been searchin all these years.........

To count the stars........

what would it be to keep staring at the sky ....and count all the stars...before the sun comes up!!!!


what would it be like,to count the numerous waves that hit the shore in a day...............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


what would it be like to jus lose track of time and not be bored and be happy!!!!


its possible....if i were a painter.... a sculptor.........a musician..................


but wat to do .....am not one of them.............. :(

Complicated

Things seem more complicated...decisions seem wrong........life seems to be a bigger challenge than i thought it was........

Living in the past is the worst nightmare........

If only there was a rewind button for life or a fast forward button........

here i am ,the same me with all my confidence and goals and dreams......yearning for my own share of happiness.......and to taste success.......

What i ve learnt in the past 3 years of my life is enough for eternity , i ve learnt so many things the tough way......
may be thats how it is......

i jus do not want to be yet another person.....and in my journey so far ....i ve faced a lot of ppl who ve told me that i need to change......

I AM WHAT I AM......i should be either loved or hated for that.....
i stick to my own set of values and beliefs.....
i am very much human ....i know to love , to hate....to laugh , to cry......may be i don't do it like the "innocent one's" .....
i believe that "human beings with a heart do exist".......who r not bound by "silly n filmy" human emotions...they are the ones who stand above the rest!!
i ve been hurt by the one's i loved.....happens na...its not too uncomman!!!so i continue my journey......

here i am standing at yet another decisive point in my life.......my quest begins.......for a life with a meaning!

"DAKSHA 06"

Our management meet "Daksha 2006" was organized on the 6 th and 7 th of this month .
There was lots that i saw during these days ....about our class....people around....interesting things.....

I really admired the dedication some of my friends(juniors too) had shown...the silent players , who literally shy away from all "da publicity" .They had the determination to work 24/7 without really cribbing.Kudos to them!

There were a lot of things happening during the course of events.....somebody searching for a pen, frantically when it was in their own pocket!....somebody jus yelling at , even the doggy! walkin on the road(tension u see...!).
Hostel stay!!was the fun part(!)our hostel friends do deserve an AWARD for survivng in such difficult conditions ............... also we could see how each of us were "worlds" apart!!!.With tension to the power 'n' in the air, everyone barkin at each other...it was "CHAOTIC "!

On the day of the event, things jus began happening ...people started comin in.......the people who presided over as chief guests on both the days had something interesting to talk about....which we all enjoyed...

Our own touch to the event was ,bringing out a magazine for the first time!!!!i personally was so happy to see it printed and to have the copy in my hand....... felt like holding a baby !!!(what priya!!?wat say?....).

There were so many negatives....road blocks......bottle necks (and many more adjectives.......in this genre!!)in various shapes and sizes which we encountered all the way(you know only they make our lives interesting,i could say!).


The Mega event , for me was the "quiz"..... i love to watch them, a big fan of green teen quiz,BQC,Masterminds,TataCrucibles,Acumen.....etc,I am a quiz fanatic.If you , by chance sit next to me , during a quiz....u need an armour to protect u coz i get so "violent", if i know the answer or even if i don't know it (he he , jus kidding....thats to describe how excited i get!so no fear... : ) ).


The event came to a close ....it was a great learning experience....
There may have been many flaws...but ultimately whatever happened those two days...will be etched forever in our memories.....for a long , long time to come!!!!And the fun part of the whole package was jus a one time experience!.

My share of fun came in , like......

1) riding a bike along the it highway at full speed with a beautiful cloud cover and an awesome breeze!!!-thanks to maria n that red shirt junior!
2) takin a picture of a butterfly....
3) cloud watchin at 1.00 pm in the night,with the moon n stars playin hide n seek
4) thanks to priya.......... for telling us there were ghosts (eeks!) in campus ,when we went in the dark to retrieve susu's bag at around 2.00 pm in the night!
5) chasing priya on the way to hostel...he he!(looked like we were running a marathon or sumthin!)