Blah...........

what is it that forbids me from being happy.......when everyone atleast seems to be faking like they are happy.....
what would be something that defines my happiness......
so what if i am not sweating it out and at the same time enjoying a good lifestyle by working where everyone else
works.....
so what if everyone chooses their soulmate and looks down at others who do not !
so what if i choose the tough way out....not wanting to succumb to the so called societal pressure...of jus doin things fo the heck of it!
so what if i cannot change colors instanly....
so what if you are not part of the wild goose chase.......

what have i lost....or rather what would have i gained if i had followed the crowd.....


i want to do so many things...may be it seems stupid to some people...but its my life yaar!

i want to break free from the monotony that rules lifes here....that too if you belong to the ,what is known as "middle class"

parents....friends...have supported me through this journey of jus stopping for a moment to decide where i want to go ......

is getting married the only ultimate aim in this world.....people make it look as though thats more important than oxygen.....
bury dreams.....thoughts....ideas......your wings.....
and curtail ones life to just " the usual"......

is "begging to differ " a sin!
Is jus making money...flaunting it....and making more money the only purpose of survival!

at one end, the society is beginning to realise how necessary it is to be "an individual"
at the other people still live by the books.....that too the bad ones!

people....atleast most of them one gets to see are more than happy to give up everything that is their identity jus because someone else is doing it....so what?

i jus am keeping my fingers crossed ....that someday i will meet lots of people who come from an ordinary background......without any back up ..........jus living it up.....living their dreams.....
And certainly i would be one of them.......lord help me!
just explore the world and look for something that not everyone can see........
just like the happiness i get when i see a precariously positioned dew drop on top of a sharp blade of grass...........that shares this beautiful space with us!