where am i?

where am i .......nowhere i guess........i am sailing.....the current is cruel....the wind seems to blow me away......
but i am still sailing....

i will keep sailing ....i will!!
i will n i guess i can see light.......

yeah am so bored........so what?

too much of philosophy......nowadays.....yeah yeah life is too boring....
c mon mr.god make my life more exciting!!!dont wanna brood over worthless things.....but that seems to be the only option left...... ....
let me do exciting things .......let me be happy na.......be kind to me!!


why cant i go on a long drive...with some happening music?hmm....
why cant i watch a funny ....comic movie.........
why cant i go to a lovely beach.....
why cant i become some famous .....author or something...
all this becoming rich n famous happening in one song sequence s possible in movies only right!!??

i dont wanna be rich n famous.....but happy n wild n ....so many silly things....(jus half the song sequence is enough!)

movies are really one nice way to escape reality ....huh!!
but that isnt the way one lives a life...
we have to sweat it out...slog.......be dedicated....blah blah.....so "one song fromula" flops in real life!!

but the critical success factor would be ...ok ok may be its a bit of a cliche......but is in fact"never say die " attitude!!!


one more thing...i really wanna know what s a loser....!!!!ridiculous

there nothing like that!
every man is indeed a success.....in some way or the other ....so dump that meaningless word!!
c i talk too many things....that huh...all thanks to whatever!!!!


ok mr.god.....now help me out....
jus make me a potion to make my life a lot more exciting!!!

hmmmmm....???

what have i been doing today.......actually nothing!!dosent matter!!
stepping in to a new world......its really new...
i ve been observing people all day ....was the only time pass!!huh!!
people jus amaze me.......really wonder how much god should have thought b4 putting each one of us in to shape....
every individual is like a totally different entity!!a whole new universe.....
and guess u jus go your way...unless u meet some one ur wavelength otherwise its a total waste of time trying to waste time on a complete stranger!!
whatever!!!!

i ve been given company by two good and amazing books ......and really time jus flies when u have a nice book to read....!lets c how days go by.........

A wild discovery....

Has been a bumpy ride .....but,new thoughts....new venues.....new lessons.....newer people!!
one year of college jus got over!!
first i never liked the place ....then i started accepting it.......learnt a lot ...the last few months have been a roller-coaster of emotions....thoughts!!
finally have found my way out....
now i know what to be and what not to be......!!:)
one thing that really keeps me ticking is my search for "something close to my heart".......an identity for myself!
and the beautiful campus!


everything happens for a reason....and that reason is always unlocks newer dimensions in life!!am waitin...one more year!!

A little bit of me..

what am i searching for..??i want to be something..i know where i am going....i love the way i am ...
but there is something missing..something !!???don't really know what it is?!
i am the happiest soul one moment!the next moment a big wave of emptiness washes away everything i ever have...leaving me with lots n lots of questions...
Is it that i am very selfish....wanting so many things!?
But actually i am one who thinks...okay! a million times even before i want to want something....because i always wanna be reasonable....

I have a lot of dreams...want to make it visible ..achieve something in life..make more meaning out of my existence!
I am exploring new venues...want to go where no one else has gone..make a mark for myself....
hope ....in the process i will lose the feeling of that emptiness..that search....for a nameless..faceless feeling!

I ve always taken the path i choose and fought my way through....learnt things....challenged myself....i am here now....i wanna go places...rediscover myself!
i want to learn more,explore this world....laugh aloud...see happiness and fight all the misery that hangs around...change it in to an empty balloon....


walking my way......doing things that i believe in...holding my head high....a little bit of me...looking at me with a sense of achievement!

A huge canvas

Wanted to write about this for quite sometime,today found time...

I may have written a lot in my previous posts about the sky.....but it is one thing that has never stopped...my love for the sky...
ever since i was at school ,started having a mind frame of my own..the sky has been something that i always admire..
the sense of freedom i get when i look at the sky.....the feeling of looking at a huuugggggggeeeeeee canavas,the creativity that gets kindled when i look at a bunch of clouds moving back n forth like school kids!

The patterns you see..when you look at the clouds...its like a painting...carefully done....!
the sky looks beautiful..in the evenings with a splash of colors....orange, red, pink....

My college is a place where there r no tall buildings...hindering the view of the sky....so i jus enjoy every moment i get to gape at the sky!

At night....the innocent looking moon..the stars twinkling like a baby's smile!
its jus breathtaking!


its true that u need an eye for beauty....not every one is blessed with it..
beauty not only lies in a few packaged things,its how you see things...
how you see people....they may not exactly be "a so called perfect face" types...but their soul,their heart might jus be the most beautiul one ,a person can ever imagine...

just an open mind,would do the trick!
understanding complicated emotions become easier .....jus an open mind!
it helps us see the beauty in our lives...the beauty around us...the beauty that is eternal!

the sky....my good friend!!forever!:)

Exams

Exams-----!????



ok! have my exams on the 15 th!
have to start identifying subjects...gather books....da da da...
whew..........
have to enhance the activity of the brain to store all the "knowledge" our books give!!
literally that means " mug" all that u can...to fill the paper.....

hmmm.....phobia of exams(wat do u call it yaar!!)...........!

face it!!girl...with a smile!!!
its gonna be okay..(me telling myself!)